blackouts and rejections

hey frands

today we got our mhs varsity jackets

i dont think ill wear it in public for fear of being branded by a faggot

anywhoo, it does look rather aesthetically pleasing

so guys, after about 2 hours of lanning with some pasty white onions

i took the extremely crowded train home

and lo and behold on my carriage, there was that girl ive been stalking for yonks

now, she hasn't really been on my mind due to the looming exams and such

but just seeing her face instantly revitalized my love for her

so im kind of fatalistic to some extent and thus thought that me seeing her today at this very time, at this very moment was somewhat coordinated by some higher, enlightened entity

so i thought, okay, nows my chance, i have to talk to her

now this train was packed to the rafters, so i couldnt talk to her then

but when she got off, i got off before her and i was like

"hey,, excuse me"

and she was like ... "what" but she was still walking and i sorta looked at her funny

and she kept walking

and i thought to myself,, well that was anticlimatic

so i hopped on board the train and went home

sigh, at least i can take solace in the fact that i tried

oh well, thats why they invented roofies

anyways, i got home and there was a huge blackout

nothing was working, my family were using candles

man, it was so draining not being able to use the internet and interact with you folks

so freaking draining, i felt like crap

i didnt realize how much i needed technology to nourish and sustain my life

like, we humans are are naturally social butterflies, we enjoy talking and sharing stuff with other people

and all this is possible to the average individual due to advancements in technology

we are now all capable of fufilling one of our most integral social needs

man, i would hate to be living in africa, freaking getting buttraped by some tribal leader

but whatever, better them than me

no use, wondering what could have been or would have been

i am me, we'll be free

hello world

this is me

life could be

oh yea, FUN FOR EVERYONE

LIFE IS EASY IF YOU WEAR A SMILE

JUST BE YOURSELF DONT EVER CHANGE YOUR STYLE