life is complicated

life is complicated

okay let me rephrase that

life is complicated for people with ambition

people with ambition have to take into account a multitude of things in regards to their life

whether that ambition be getting a good atar for vce or being able to satisfy your girlfriend in the bedroom

it is hardly surprising to know that shit like this complicates life

people with ambition think alot and thinking excessively is very detrimental to ones life and confidence

because thinkers, think about the problems in this world, all the problems they have encountered, all the problems they have yet to encounter and all the problems that they are enduring right now

and they blow it up in their minds and dwell on the consequences of every cause and every effect

overall, thinking causes stress, people with ambition have the burden of knowledge

i will give you guys my own personal experiences

These are some of the thoughts that cross my mind daily and despite these thoughts being mere mental processes, they have the ability to physically tire me out and instill apathy in moi

1. Every time i leave the house, im scared that i left the electric blanket on and its going to burn my house. Thus resulting in me joining the local strip club to help pay the bills

2. That my family will die

3. A civil war on the Korean peninsula

4. Ill never meet my perfect girl

5. ill never achieve perfect skin

6. Ill fail VCE

7. why is our world so fucked up

8. will i get raped by an "insert minority" tonight?

yadayada, those are probably the main ones and since ive purged my facebook friends to ensure that i havent befriended any dumb peeps, im sure you guys have a similar plethora of problems too. right?

now, i want to be successful in life, i want to be known and recognized, i want over 9000 people in my funeral, haha get it, i want people outside of my family to weep uncontrollably during my funeral

omg thought of best idea for a funeral, instead of lying in a casket, ill sleep in a customised toilet bowl

ill be resting in style.

anyways, really the only way to achieve anything worthwhile in life is through thinking

because thinking translates your thoughts to processes

how can we do something without thinking about it first, right?

however, thinking causes stress

so do you see whats happening here, success and stress walk hand in hand

its another cycle, a whirlpool of dualities

and stress despite being a stimulant at times is primarily a de-motivator which has the ability to overpower us

it makes us feel apathetic, i mean whats the point of studying hard and trying to be successful

there are so many problems in this world and our life could be snatched away at any second, even if you try, you can still fail

why try

why even bother

lifes too short, blah blah

but you have to try, life is longer than you think and due to recent advancements in toilet facilities, our lives are only going to get longer,

anyways to clarify some shizz, i hope you guys dont think im some complacent faggot for saying that life is complicated

i am well aware how more "complicated" life is for others but im simply taking a different tack to it

it depends on your interpretation of "complicated"

complicated could mean dealing with abusive parents and drug-dealing siblings

complicated could also mean "all of the above"

A man once told me that life is simple

that man then promptly asked me "would you like fries with that"

i dont want to be that man and neither do you

that same man also said "go to kennypp.blogspot.com, so you dont end up like me" and "follow me on howdidigetsocool.tumblr.com"

true story