sick

being sick

hey frands
today i was sick
and i gotta say, although i was sick i had a pretty productive day of twiddling my balls and browsing for the appropriate hentai for my next sesh
anyways, my nose was like a tap and i spent alot of time just sneezing
which brings me to a confession
i havent blown my nose before
i kind of have a mental block about it,
maybe i lack the vital muscles required to perform it
whenever i try, i get scared and end up backing out
i usually just end up getting a wad of tissues and sticking it in my nose for 10 minutes so that itd soak up all the mucus
it seems that my tissues finally serve their true purpose... usually they soak up other things
i hate being sick, i feel so weak, so powerless
and ive also lost confidence in my immune system
and im kind of hesitant about my 'no clothes" policy
im going to wear clothes to bed tonight for the first time in about 8 months
bleh
formal is gonna be on soon
bringing a partner is way too mainstream...
yep thats the excuse ill use to justify my inability to get the ladies